AAAAHHHHHHHHHH! Sometimes I feel like I just need to let go of everything. Of my fears, my insecurities, my self doubt, my everything. There have been very few times in my life that I have been comfortable enough with myself and the people around me to do this whole heartedly and even then it is usually only for a few moments that I am able to completely let go of everything. Then the walls usually go back up much more quickly than they were let down. I feel that life would be much easier if the walls were able to stay down but unfortunately that is a very difficult concept for me to grasp. Mostly because I think I'm afraid that people won't like what they see when the walls are down and partly because I think if I keep the walls up then I won't get hurt by someone not liking what they see.
Camp is usually a place where I feel comfortable enough to let the wall come down. It's actually quite liberating to just let go of everything and not care about what anyone thinks or how foolish you might look. I understand that many people feel the same way about this as I do but it's easy therapy to just let go and get everything out of your system.
So I guess what I'm trying to say (mainly to myself) is that life would be much better if we all just took a moment out of our day to let. everything. go. <3
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